_hear my screams!

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i saw a big, bright and round egg yolk hanging low in the sky on my way home. if my phone didnt conk out cos there was no batt, i would have taken a photo of the cute yolk! damn!

___searching for someone else again on Monday, February 14, 2005, 07:23 p.m..

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i hate physics. i need a physics tutor.

___searching for someone else again on Saturday, January 22, 2005, 10:13 p.m..

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i'm turning into a shopaholic. and so i must curb my urge to buy stuff.

my new year clothes include 1 denim pleated skirt, 1 purplish flair skirt, 1 dark denim pencil mini, 1 white op 1-tierred mini, 1 pair of dark denim flair jeans, 1 american eagle white with blue sleeves top, 1 abercrombie black toga top, 1 yellow esprit spag top, 1 blue hula&co wide neck top, 1 purple polo tee, 1 striped long dress-like shirt, 1 esprit pink racerback, 1 abercrombie-lookalike jacket, 2 striped belts, 1 abercrombie ribbon belt, 1 abercrombie brown corduroy mini, 1 pair of reef slippers, 1 pair of dmk silver heels, 1 pair of blue tracce heels and 1 pair of white slippers. and i've yet to buy a dress. the white one in op was lovely but it was kinda ex and i didnt want to spend so much money on an op dress, and i thought i could find a similar one elsewhere, but apparently i cant! and i really really want a dress like that. and the only dress that comes close to the op one is the roxy one, which is $20 more expensive, and has a not as nice cutting, and does not have the word roxy on any part of the dress so it's not obvious where it's from at all, and there is juz one last piece(which is blue and not the pink one i prefer) in flash&splash and it's size L. i must get a dress. and i've yet to get a new bag too. either a tote bag or a sling bag. no nice ones anywhere.

my list of new clothes n shoes is scary. i'm quite scared. even my lingerie has incresed. they can barely fit into one drawer. and mu is forbidding me to buy anymore, even though i wanted to buy more when we went to the robinsons warehouse sale last weekend.

i must not become a shopaholic.

S paper is killing me. i spend the whole afternoon doing maths s qns and i juz want to shoot the setters of the qns, cos even with the hints provided by mr ho, i'm still spending such a loooong time on each qns. and chem s is worse. i dun even bother attempting the qns cos the first time i looked at the bonding tutorial i realised i couldnt even do the first qns. and i sit in LT3 trying very hard to make sense of everything mrs yik is saying and half of the things i'm not absorbing. and i find out that the qns dun actually have answers cos even the setters dun really know the answer. and i juz want to shoot them.

___searching for someone else again on Friday, January 21, 2005, 10:59 p.m..

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vj really is a lousy sch.

___searching for someone else again on Tuesday, January 4, 2005, 07:38 p.m..

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yucks. why must sch start. and i havent even done any work yet. sorry mr har. sorry mrs koh. sorry mrs chua. sorry mr lee. and sorry whoever my new chem tutor will be. (better not be monica wong)

omg. pls dun let monica wong be my chem tutor. (let her be kaiwen's chem tutor. since he's changing his tutor too. LOL!) omg. i'm so bad.

___searching for someone else again on Sunday, January 2, 2005, 09:52 p.m..

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i juz failed my 3D trigo online assesment. since it constitues 5% of my CA, i've juz earned myself 1%. wonderful. i hate my life.

___searching for someone else again on Friday, December 31, 2004, 03:26 p.m..

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i'm going to donate all my nice clothes to the tsunami people. cos i know if it were me. the tsunami would definitely kill me.

___searching for someone else again on Thursday, December 30, 2004, 11:48 p.m..

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i'm feeling very very very very happy with myself because i not only retrieved all my clothes from the box, i even separated everyone's clothes for them(me and mu did it together), and i even packed my closet, and i even packed my upstairs desk, and even my downstair's desk. even though i think there's still a lot of things in the upstairs desk which i may want to throw, but at least it's neat now.

my house is a total rubbish dump and a messy one at that. i told my mum that we should never have sent our maid away and stopped getting new maids when i was pri 5 or 6. AND TO THINK NOBODY ELSE IN THIS FAMILY OF 6 SUPPORTED ME AND INSISTED WE SHOULD CONTINUE HAVING A MAID! look wad the house is like now. i told them all. and no one believed me. u cant live in such a big house and have it spick and span when keeping it spick and span is not ur only job or duty. tt's why u need a maid. and even when we had a maid, it wasnt exactly the neatest house in the world. AND especially if my mom is such a lousy homemaker. if u brought up ur children by letting them have a maid and stuff, u cant expect them to suddenly be able to maintain the house without the maid. and especially if u cant do it urself. omg. and to think everyone in the house likes to point fingers at me and say i'm messy. and i'm the one who makes the house the way it is. at least i admit it and i was the one who insisted we should keep a maid!

i'm spouting too much and i dun really know what i'm saying exactly, but tt's what happens after u do packing n clearing of rubbish for the whole day.

and i still have a lot of things i need to clear off my mind but i cant do it now cos my show has started!!!! the last thing i can say is it's great and wonderful that i cleared the house of so much rubbish! but i was supposed to do my online lecture today. damn.

___searching for someone else again on Wednesday, December 29, 2004, 05:52 p.m..

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havent updated in a long time. went to taipei and came back. and it will be christmas eve tomorrow. why must time pass so fast?! i really didnt want the time for me to go to taiwan to come cos i knew when it came it would mean the year would end soon. when i was in taiwan, i really didnt want to come back cos i know then the year would be over in no time. and now i'm back. and it means sch is starting soon. i'm depressed. i dun wanna go to sch. year 2 will be hell.

the only christmas card i received this year is from mr lee. how sad. good ol mr lee.

all i want for christmas....is u...not exactly. all i want for christmas is...well. i dono. but i know what i do not want. i dont want next year to come!

___searching for someone else again on Thursday, December 23, 2004, 11:12 p.m..

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my brain is rusty and i cant think properly. i think so slowly, i might as well be braindead.

___searching for someone else again on Thursday, November 25, 2004, 01:54 p.m..

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SOMEBODY FORCE ME TO START DOING MY HOLIDAY HOMEWORK! stayed home today specially so tt i can start doing it. but i juz dont feel like doing! perhaps i should have juz gone with ka and candy to shop. i have no self discipline. i wont be surprised if the whole holiday just passed without me doing any work at all. i'm just too slack and too lazy.

___searching for someone else again on Wednesday, November 24, 2004, 02:30 p.m..

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just talked to siangsiang online. must be quite fun to go overseas and live with someone else's family! (although i could never do that cos it's just not like me) and he says guanzhong's family is playing a wonderful host. how good is that! and they gave him 50 bucks to spend. so kind. and they let him use the com for so long. until i had to remind him tt he's been online for such a long time. i should have gone for taiwan immersion programme!

and i juz cant help but laugh. how can some gay in guanzhong's class check him out and think he is attractive! must either be a blind gay or an abnormal gay.

___searching for someone else again on Monday, November 22, 2004, 11:10 p.m..

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i've decided my next layout would be cheerful, colourful, and girly.

and if i can get a digicam or a cable to connect my phone to the com, then i'll let it be filled with pictures.

then i can focus on and admire on the happy parts of my life. instead on dwelling on the unhappy parts.

i should write all the unhappy parts in a book. then burn it all when it is full.

___searching for someone else again on Sunday, November 21, 2004, 11:10 p.m..

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___searching for someone else again on Saturday, November 20, 2004, 02:09 p.m..

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rashes. please go away.

___searching for someone else again on Friday, November 19, 2004, 03:48 p.m..

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I am a Pointy Princess Hat. I am an innocent, and believe that everything should be provided for me. I am rather self-conscious, and rarely let my hair down, except perhaps for a handsome prince or beautiful princess. What Sort of Hat Are You?

i have rashes. perhaps i'm allergic to tanning oil?

or to the sun.

___searching for someone else again on Wednesday, November 17, 2004, 10:16 p.m..

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couln't really sleep again last night.got woken up by some ass guy whose phone number is 90254353. made me get up to answer the phone at 8.50 to hear him say hello a few times before he hung up. darn.

so i decided to go tanning. lay out 2 towels in my garden and lay there after applying some tanning oil. got tricked at around 11 by some dark clouds and thought it was going to rain. so i washed the towels and when i hung them out to dry it was bright and sunny again. so i dragged 2 garden chairs and sat in the sun reading till 12. only a tad bit darker. i think the next time i have lie there the whole day.

it's really quite boring lying there the whole day. i need to find some entertainment so i can tan for hours and not get bored.

___searching for someone else again on Tuesday, November 16, 2004, 01:16 p.m..

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just slept 3 hours away. feel like a pig. but it's to make up for the sleep i lost.

couldn't sleep on thursday night, and there was some cip on friday. woke up at 9.30 to travel to pasir ris. and turned up there was no one there cos the people were late. i was horrified. then they made us travel down to raffles place to collect the permit so that they could open the stall. and then we had to go back to pasir ris, and there was still no one there. they only opened the stall at 1plus or 2. -__________- turned out alvin pee was helping to man it too. it was very boring cos no one came.

was considering if i should catch a movie today, but decided everywhere would be very crowded, and i was too tired anyway.

there's so much work to do, maybe i should start on it. which i totally do not want to. dumb school juz cant let us have a rest.

jc sucks big time.

___searching for someone else again on Saturday, November 13, 2004, 05:06 p.m..

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my hair just wont grow long. it just stays this length. for months. when will it ever become long!

when it finally gets long, i'm sure i will decide i want to cut my hair again. this sucks.

___searching for someone else again on Wednesday, November 10, 2004, 07:00 p.m..

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i must add another entry that is fairly long because i can't stand that there are so later words in this div layer. and i cant stand that this layer is so short.

but i actually have nothing much to say. maybe except that my mom bought some yucky grass jelly and there are lots of it. and i have to eat it. and it stinks. and it is very sweet. disgusting.

if u r a fan of grass jelly, welcome to my house to help me finish it! eurgh. =P

i wonder if this is long enough. i sure hope it is.

___searching for someone else again on Tuesday, November 9, 2004, 10:20 p.m..

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the nu layout is finally up. i worked on it the whole day. i almost died. the div layer almost killed me. closed the div layer yet the next layer was included in the previous one. spent a whole lot of time figuring out where the layer went. had to rearrange the whole thingy. so silly.

oh wells.

holidays rock but suck at the same time.

___searching for someone else again on Tuesday, November 9, 2004, 09:48 p.m..

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